Story of my life

"the unsung, UNDERrated, UNDERappreciated the one, them UNDERachievers had UNDERestimated"

Thursday, August 26, 2010

A Gift and A Curse

When you finally willing to accept reality for what it is you understand that everything in this world comes with a gift and a curse, a good and a bad, a cure and a side effect it all depends on price are you willing to pay.

the supernatural phemomena occured in brazil the other day. Im pretty sure there is a scientific reason behind this but its not pretty far off from being a sign from the book of revelations.

The waterspout below happenned a couple days ago. Another show of marvelous works of nature created by God.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Reflections of the Misunderstood

No tats.

I find Alcohol brevages distasteful.

Im not air jordans or suicide.

Im dropping out the polo fan club.

I dont want kids anytime soon...maybe never.

I surround myself with visionaries.

Traveling is a must. Staying grounded is tough.

I save my rhythm for the booth not the dance floor.

My favorite musicians carry meaning.

I cant help it if I read a lot.

Cupid and I are not besties.

Im not a pimp but dont let me be the one that got away.

Women with reserve and understanding always get my applause.

I hold the remote to my destiny.

Im in to gettin the job done not making friends I have many of those.

Im a student of wat I put my heart in and obstacles are what I live for.

Am I the only one that still chases their dreams?

Dont be suprised at what I accomplish just remember the name.

Im not you. Im a individual.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Supa Dupa

My favorite non-favorite good music rapper. I originally hated this song when it came out. But for some reason I like this version a whole lot more and the lady video may have somethin to do wit that.. lol Although I cant wait for the mixtape to come out..lets see if its really all the talk..

Wake Up Everybody!!

That brings me to this article I read today the Bilderberg conspiracy. I dont want to speak to much right now so here is the article...

Fidel Castro fascinated by book on Bilderberg Club

By WILL WEISSERT, Associated Press Writer Will Weissert, Associated Press Writer – Wed Aug 18, 2:52 pm ET

HAVANA – Fidel Castro is showcasing a theory long popular both among the far left and far right: that the shadowy Bilderberg Group has become a kind of global government, controlling not only international politics and economics, but even culture.

The 84-year-old former Cuban president published an article Wednesday that used three of the only eight pages in the Communist Party newspaper Granma to quote — largely verbatim — from a 2006 book by Lithuanian-born writer Daniel Estulin.

Estulin's work, "The Secrets of the Bilderberg Club," argues that the international group largely runs the world. It has held a secretive annual forum of prominent politicians, thinkers and businessmen since it was founded in 1954 at the Bilderberg Hotel in Holland.

Castro offered no comment on the excerpts other than to describe Estulin as honest and well-informed and to call his book a "fantastic story."

Estulin's book, as quoted by Castro, described "sinister cliques and the Bilderberg lobbyists" manipulating the public "to install a world government that knows no borders and is not accountable to anyone but its own self."

The Bilderberg group's website says its members have "nearly three days of informal and off-the-record discussion about topics of current concern" once a year, but the group does nothing else.

It said the meetings were meant to encourage people to work together on major policy issues.

The prominence of the group is what alarms critics. It often includes members of the Rockefeller family, Henry Kissinger, senior U.S. and European officials and major international business and media executives.

The excerpt published by Castro suggested that the esoteric Frankfurt School of socialist academics worked with members of the Rockefeller family in the 1950s to pave the way for rock music to "control the masses" by diverting attention from civil rights and social injustice.

"The man charged with ensuring that the Americans liked the Beatles was Walter Lippmann himself," the excerpt asserted, referring to a political philosopher and by-then-staid newspaper columnist who died in 1974.

"In the United States and Europe, great open-air rock concerts were used to halt the growing discontent of the population," the excerpt said.

Castro — who had an inside seat to the Cold War — has long expressed suspicions of back-room plots. He has raised questions about whether the Sept. 11 attacks were orchestrated by the U.S. government to stoke military budgets and, more recently suggested that Washington was behind the March sinking of a South Korean ship blamed on North Korea.

Estulin's own website suggests that the 9/11 attacks were likely caused by small nuclear devices, and that the CIA and drug traffickers were behind the 1988 downing of a jetliner over Lockerbie, Scotland, that was blamed on Libya.

The Bilderberg conspiracy theory has been popular on both extremes of the ideological spectrum, even if they disagree on just what the group wants to do. Leftists accuse the group of promoting capitalist domination, while some right-wing websites argue that the Bilderberg club has imposed Barack Obama on the United States to advance socialism.

Some of Estulin's work builds on reports by Big Jim Tucker, a researcher on the Bilderberg Group who publishes on right-wing websites.

"It's great Hollywood material ... 15 people sitting in a room sitting in a room determining the fate of mankind," said Herbert London, president of the Hudson Institute, a nonpartisan policy think tank in New York.

"As someone who doesn't come out of the Oliver Stone school of conspiracy, I have a hard time believing it," London added.

A call to a Virginia number for the American Friends of Bilderberg rang unanswered Wednesday and the group's website lists no contact numbers.

Castro, who underwent emergency intestinal surgery in July 2006 and stepped down as president in February 2008, has suddenly begun popping up everywhere recently, addressing Cuba's parliament on the threat of a nuclear war, meeting with island ambassadors at the Foreign Ministry, writing a book and even attending the dolphin show at the Havana aquarium.

Jennifer Hudson

My first impression of Jennifer Hudson was that she was one of those cute girls you could never overlook even with all the weight she had on at the time cause she was too adorable. I seen her first in dream girls, honestly she made that movie to me. And then all that drama happen in her family i thought she would never recover, but she did and then loss some weight to add to the cute face and strong vocals.

MJ: The Flu Game

One of the best performances of MJ career. The Flu Game.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Monica Rose




Photographer Steven Meiers; Stylist Monica Rose, Stylist’s Assistant Amelian Hamilton; Makeup Artist Catalina Su; Hair Stylist Melissa Brown.

These are just a few of my favorite pics from behind the scenes of the Botkier Shoot with Monica Rose..

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Update on Jay Electronica


This is one of my favorite upcoming under the radar artists..His songs Eternal Sunshine and exzibit A are just a few of his masterpieces. Jay is one of those few artists that actually still make me question the depth of the music I make. One of those southern rappers with a New york state of mind flow. There will be more of him coming up.

Interview from 09: KiD CuDi & Kanye West

Initially I thought this would be just another interview on 106 but shit its KiD CuDi and Yezzy...enough said. Swag was spazzing everywhere throught out the interview and I managed to capture a few excerpts from Kanye below...
"I can't be questioned what I do is Unquestionable!"
"In this time of recession and depression you need somebody with some type of self- expression"
"My presents is a present"

I may not like the song as much but the artistry is beautiful..

From Americas Most Stressful Cities 2010

Workaholics keep Houston tense
The economy in Houston, Texas, is relatively healthy--unemployment is below the national average--but prosperity may come at a price. Houstonians work the longest hours of any city we ranked; an average of 41.2 hours per week.

Furthermore, that toil isn't always rewarded with a solid insurance package--the city also has the highest percentage of people without any type of health care, at 25%. Grueling work hours can add to anxiety and a lack of health care means that stress-related illnesses will go untreated.

In many cities, stress is the price locals pay for other advantages. In Houston, for example, workers may burn the midnight oil, but they are rewarded for it with median household incomes of $54,811 annually, 4.8% higher than the national average, according to the U.S. Census. Lots of stressful cities also have plenty to offer that outweigh the stress for some. Las Vegas and New York, for instance, were tied for "coolest" cities in a recent Forbes poll.

Most Stressful Cities
1. Las Vegas, Nev.
2. Los Angeles, Ca.
3. Houston, TX.
4. Tampa, Fla.
5. Riverside, Ca.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Paid In Full Mac (Murdah) Miller

I personally dont like this dudes swagg i feel like he jacked wiz for it. what coincidence that they was both signed on to the same label once upon a time.. that said he came on nice at the end..

As summer comes to an end..

This is one of my favorite songs of the past summer. Below is a fun little interview with the Summer Squad..

America's Most Exclusive Club by Joel Stein

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In the ultimate power move, there are people who don't own a cell phone. And they're making the world work for them.

Your boss not knowing how to type, John Madden refusing to get on planes—these are adorable quirks caused by being old, or phobic, or old and phobic. But a cell phone is so simple to use, so harmless, and so integral to how we've agreed to communicate as a society, that refusing to own one isn't just the act of a Luddite. It's a pretty serious power move.

Everyone has a cell phone now. There are more than 280 million mobile subscribers in America, according to the Federal Communications Commission.

Not having a cell phone is a way of getting the world to run on your time. A lot of powerful people are already on to this. Warren Buffett doesn't use one. Nor does Mikhail Prokhorov, the 45-year-old Russian billionaire who owns the New Jersey Nets. Tavis Smiley doesn't own one, either.

Smiley, 45, the host of a weekly PBS talk show and a national radio show, freaked out two years ago after realizing he couldn't remember phone numbers or appointments without checking his cell. Smiley believes his decision to give up his cell phone has benefited his 75-employee company, The Smiley Group. "At first everybody was complaining that it would be the death of the company," he says. "What's actually happened is that they get more conversation with me than they used to."

Smiley did suffer cell-phone withdrawal symptoms. "The first weekend I was on the road without a phone, I think my hotel phone charges were $1,000," he says. When he travels now, he steals his assistant's phone.

Getting off the mobile grid forces others to wait for you to get in touch with them. Afsheen John Radsan, 47, a professor at William Mitchell College of Law in St. Paul, Minn., was assistant general counsel at the CIA and an attorney at the Justice Dept. All sans cell. He even refused to get an answering machine until his parents installed one at his apartment behind his back. Radsan began his habit of not answering phones when he was a young lawyer at Sullivan & Cromwell. "If you were called on a Friday, it could only be a partner asking you to work over the weekend," he remembers. "And we had caller ID. So some of the partners would call from an outside phone and say, 'We got you!'"

Working at the CIA, oddly, reinforced his decision, since he couldn't bring any gadgets into the building or take home any of his work. After getting to know the son of an ayatollah, who explained the importance of not responding to everything, Radsan, an avid reader, knew he made the right choice. "I love Russian novels, and [with cell phones] I'm not sure our day-to-day life is any better," he says. His ban on laptops in his classroom has caught on with other professors, he says. The only person his habit seems to annoy is his wife. "She wants to do things on the fly. I'm of the mindset that we can avoid that just by planning. I say, 'Katy, I'll be home at 7 or 7:30,' and she says, 'Let's talk about it later.'"

Hanya Yanagihara, 35, traveled the world as a deputy editor for Condé Nast Traveler without any portable communication device. "In India, even the yak herders and rickshaw drivers have cell phones," she says. Occasionally, when her plans get canceled, she wishes she had one. A few weeks ago her plane schedule got scrambled and she had to tell an associate, so she borrowed a phone from a stranger on her flight. "They give you a sort of pitying look, and assume you're lying or hitting on them," she says of cell-phone lenders. "Then they ask for the number and carefully punch it in. They think you're calling international. They're very suspicious."

Jonathan Reed, 46, dean of the College of Arts and Sciences at the University of La Verne, east of Los Angeles, loves traveling without a cell. "I'll talk to strangers. I love going to Italy, where everyone talks to everyone all the time," he says. "A cell phone signals that my whole world is me and it excludes everyone else."

He says he has never overheard a cell conversation that wasn't banal. "When I walk around campus, if students are talking to each other in person, you can hear some very interesting conversations." Recently, while in Israel for archeological work, he was struck by how much people use their mobile phones—usually two or three—as status symbols. "I was sitting at a very nice restaurant and two men were sitting there with beautiful women and they were on their phones. Do they have someone better on the other line?"

Reed, like many of his tiny tribe, cites increased efficiency as a reason for not having a cell. "I'm more focused. It forces me to be proactive," he says. It's also a useful management tool. "With 80 to 100 faculty, I wouldn't want to be shackled by a cell phone. In what I do, it's important to pay attention to people when they get a meeting with you. I see people reaching in their pocket when [their phone] vibrates—all of that distracts from your work. At meetings, colleagues of mine miss opportunities to shape the dialogue because they're glancing at their e-mail or going out of the room to make a call."

These non-cell-phone users don't avoid all modern forms of communication. Many are on Facebook and Twitter, and almost all are besotted by e-mail, which gives them time to insidiously shift the conversation to a moment convenient for them. Elena Kostoglodova, a senior instructor in Russian at the University of Colorado at Boulder, whose voice mail says not to leave a message since "my official means of communication is e-mail," responded to my three questions about not using a cell phone with an e-mail twice as long as this article. To summarize: She resents a phone's drain on her time. "I do not want to take calls when I'm playing with my daughter, thereby sending her the message that she is less important than the people who call;" "I don't want to expose my private or professional life talking on a cell phone in public." If students are caught using a cell phone in her class, she promises to reduce their grade by 2 percent. The only time that she was sorry not to have a mobile phone was when a teenager rammed into her car. She had to ask the kid to call the cops.

There are some Luddites among the cell-less class. Not only does Kurt Labberton, a 59-year-old dentist with a staff of six in Yakima, Wash., not have a cell phone, he also avoids e-mail. Instead, he sends his patients handwritten notes. "A quick e-mail is not the same as something with a postage stamp on it," he says. "The one thing you can offer in dentistry is the intimacy of the moment." Labberton sees the impact of cell phones firsthand: He has interrupted root canals and abscesses so his patients can answer calls. Still, he claims, "you can live a 1992 lifestyle and live pretty well." Especially if you have an office full of people communicating with 2010 for you.

Lupe's take on Islam and New Clothing line

"And fyi 4 those that didn't know. Yes I am Muslim. I was born muslim. And Islam is my religion. And Islam is PERFECT. Muslims are NOT. Nor are ANY humans or their ideas or institutions of politics. Perfection is a quality of god alone. Belief in one god and leading a righteous life was the religion of Adam, Moses, Noah, Jesus, Job, John, Mary, Abraham, David, Muhammad, SAW. whether it be "The Father", Jehovah, Yaweh, or The Creator of the worlds...its all one faith in god." - Lupe Fiasco

That was a few of his recent tweets put together and below is him on his new clothing line Trill & Truly

Trilly & Truly 2010: Basic Info from RSVP Gallery on Vimeo.

Class of 2010: The DreamTeam

One of the best teams of all time..Magic, Malone, Jordan, Bird, Barkley, Stockton, The admiral and Patrick just to name a few..

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Kimbo Slice

I remember when Kimbo was a youtube phenomenon before he got put on..So much raw talent..

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Saturday, August 14, 2010

dude comin up..nice beat too

Are you my wonderwoman?

Favorite song nd video by Trey of all time everything else is just another song to me by him...the beat was banging, the vocals was good, the rap at the begginning was unnoticeably good..i knew he could rap after this who ever didnt was late..props on the video girl she adds some to the video too..

Just an appetizer..the main dish is on the way..

<a href="">This the way I came (freestyle) by Corie Rennasance</a>


Alot of things have changed such as new influences, new loves, new things Ive learned, and the directions my life has driven me towards. I feel like I have to tell someone if not Im being selfish keeping it to with that said Im officially back on my BLOGGING Shit..

About Me

I plan to educate the galaxy, lecturing to the classes graduating after me, by tending to my principles(principals) and disregarding all faculty, I'm displaced in reality, embracing originality, taking humanity to the doorsteps of insanity...