Those who walk away....

THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU, AND HEAR ME WHEN I TELL YOU THIS! WHEN PEOPLE CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU: LET THEM WALK.I DON'T WANT YOU TO TRY TO TALK ANOTHER PERSON INTO STAYING WITH YOU, LOVING YOU, CALLING YOU, CARING ABOUT YOU, COMING TO SEE YOU, STAYING ATTACHED TO YOU, I MEAN HANG UP THE PHONE.WHEN PEOPLE CAN WALK AWAY FROM YOU LET THEM WALK. YOUR DESTINY IS NEVER TIED TO ANYBODY THAT LEFT. THE BIBLE SAID THAT, THEY CAME OUT FROM US THAT IT MIGHT BE MADE MANIFEST THAT THEY WERE NOT FOR US. FOR HAD THEY BEEN OF US, NO DOUBT THEY WOULD HAV CONTINUED WITH US.(1 JOHN 2:19)PEOPLE LEAVE YOU BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT JOINED TO YOU. AND IF THEY ARE NOT JOINED TO YOU, YOU CAN'T MAKE THEM STAY. LET THEM GO.AND IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY ARE A BAD PERSON IT JUST MEANS THAT THEIR PART IN THE STORY IS OVER. AND YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHEN PEOPLE'S PART IN YOUR STORY IS OVER SO THAT YOU DON'T KEEP TRYING TO RAISE THE DEAD.YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHEN IT'S DEAD. YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW WHEN IT'S OVER.LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, I'VE GOT THE GIFT OF GOOD-BYE. IT'S THE TENTH SPIRITUAL GIFT. I BELIEVE IN GOOD-BYE. IT'S NOT THAT I'M HATEFUL, IT'S THAT IM FAITHFUL, AND I KNOW WHATEVER GOD MEANS FOR ME TO HAVE HE'LL GIVE IT TO ME. AND IF IT TAKES TOO MUCH SWEAT I DON'T NEED IT.STOP BEGGING PEOPLE TO STAY.LET THEM GO!!LET IT GO IF YOU ARE HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T BELONG TO YOU AND WAS NEVER INTENDED FOR YOUR LIFE.LET GO OF PAST HURTS AND PAINS, PEOPLE WHO CAN'T TREAT YOU RIGHT, LOVE YOU BACK, AND SEE YOUR WORTH. LET GO IF SOMEONE HAS ANGERED YOU, IF YOU ARE HOLDING ON TO SOME THOUGHTS OF EVIL AND REVENGE, IF YOU ARE INVOLVED IN A WRONG RELATIONSHIP OR ADDICTION.LET IT GO IF YOU ARE HOLDING ON TO A JOB THAT NO LONGER MEETS YOUR NEEDS OR TALENTS. LET GO IF YOU HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE,IF YOU KEEP JUDGING OTHERS TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER, OR IF YOU'RE STUCK IN THE PAST AND GOD IS TRYING TO TAKE YOU TO A NEW LEVEL IN HIM...LET IT GOLET IT GO IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING WITH THE HEALING OF A BROKEN RELATIONSHIP OR IF YOU KEEP TRYING TO HELP SOMEONE WHO WON'T EVEN TRY TO HELP THEMSELVES.LET IT GO IF YOU'RE FEELING DEPRESSED AND STRESSED.LET THE PAST BE THE PAST. FORGET THE FORMER THINGS. LET IT GO "THE BATTLE IS THE LORD'S"!-----T.D. JAKES----

This was very interesting and refreshing for those like me who have this issue of always trying to bring back those who walked away...I hate to admit but this was very convincing though.

Lupe Fiasco and Chris brown freestyle...

Lupe did his thing while Chris brown bullshitted as expected


His words....
00:21

yeah yeah Got my flava flav on, i Clock all my chix, no lock on my hip got rims on my whip, got tims on my feet, Never to clever forever to any mc i will beat any competitor, rippin snippin dipping holdin it down me and Chris Stable Brown..

and again

:53

i sniggy sniggy snap while u landin on the sides, n we do it from the bottom to the top to the tippies, on my tippy toes, many flows, spittin when im rippin, mental condition is critical when i be flippin ???, introductions, everybodies bustin, kno we stay hustlin, need no introductions, precussion, concusions u will recieve when u leave from me, n christopher breeeeezeeee

Funny shit

Courting of the Moon by Bilal Al-Saleh

Elegantly the day you replace,

Wrapped in the garments of the night,

Sleeplessly your beauty I chase,

They claim failure is my plight.

Virgin moon which no man can acquire

Can you be my lady and I, your sire?

Throwback Thursdays

the rap version Ludacris and Tity boi from Playayz circle

i only like the first verse, but i didnt know waka flaka was part of gucci click

Pusha T had the best verse on this...it went like thisUghhh...

(Pusha T)
Another soul lost
Had to make a shirt match my ox blood colored Porsche
Ughhh...The rims match of course
Blood hit his Timbs it reminded me of them
Glistenin' wrist on chiller
Gun in the same palm of gorgeous killer
I put this on my lord my niece was 4 when she felt chinchilla
I past the shore for that shit that made fiends rise from the dead like
Thriller
Gangster...Hustler
At night still found time to kiss my mother
Live like I'm dreamin' kick my feet up
Gun pulled my waist remind me of my demon
So quite ya yappin' fore I get to clappin
And have your body parts mix and matching fella

The explanation....

I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. -Michael JordAN

this quote explained Farve's point in doing what he did in yesterdays lost. But Your too old to be taking chances tho...smh think about the team first.

A bad week of sports.....

The Lakers lost to the CAVS wtf...That gives Lebron even more to add to his ego...smh They beat them once at there home already in a blowout.

Then the Texas longhorns loose twice lesser ranked teams...ugh....

(texas teams are flukes). The LAKERS lost again to the raptors this time....reaally wtf...Kobe really? The Vikings lost to the SAAAINTS!!!

Welcome to the offseason Adrian...and don't worry about Brett Farve the retirement home ppl probably carried him off anyways. The cherry on the icing was when the Heat lost to the CAVs smh...why Dwade? I cant depend on you no more its time for a trade or maybe this is just a bad week in sports.

Money on My Mind

this is my fav. song off of the Carter 2( my fav. Wayne album) right next to Hustler's muzik..

Quote of the week

"How can you prove whether at this moment we are sleeping, and all our thoughts are a dream; or whether we are awake, and talking to one another in the waking state?"
-Plato

Dave & and his white friend chip

Freestyle Friday

Throwback thursdays

Forgotten Names....

Dont hate when someone calls you by another name unintentionaly, but its so close to your original name. It's obvious that they knew they messed up yet instead of admitting it they say that they gave you a nickname lol
smh.....my name is Jed not Jay, Jeb, Jerod, or Jade
but what can I say I mean I do that to other people sometimes lol
my bad.

"the unsung, UNDERrated, UNDERappreciated the one, them UNDERachievers had UNDERestimated"

The cleveland show

Trifling females

all i can do is shake my head at trifling females because if i do or say anything more it will only draw me deeper into their dark pit of hoeassness and taint my reputation further by the acknowledgement of any involvement with them...smh

Gucci Mane freestyle= trash as expected

the way he pronounces his words is ugly so is his the style of making up words. Look at his younger lookalike..lol eli

More positivity in hiphop

What happen to you YMCA?

Mayne, I remember when the Alief Ymca use to be the shit. Everybody who went there alternated from hooping all day, working out, hitting the pool, chopping up a female, or hanging out in the snack bar talking about whatever came to mind. Now when I go I either don't step a foot in the building or I come in and wish I could find a ride and leave as fast as possible. What happen to you Ymca?

Battle of Dirty Money

VS

Happy MLK day

I have a dream just like you and because of you its possible.

Thank you.

Back to business so where your ties at guys? but anyways in order to make my dreams possible I need to get on J.O.B. again.

Until then my friends Im doin me.

Just Another Day

I hope this lifestyle doesnt conquer me. Movie coming soon and I'm a watch it to educate myself before the same thing happens to me.

Quote of the week

For a man to conquer himself is the first and noblest of all victories.-Plato

NFL

Adidos LT, Fitzgerald, and Ray Lewis...sadly I dont see none of yall winning a championship soon. Oh well I guess its all up to my vikings if Not Ima colts fan. I noticed that you know your really good when instead of trying to tackle you they try to force a fumble instead...Overall good plan cowboys just wasn't the right day cuz FARVE wasn't having it.

Today's challenge is the one only Saints...smh if we lose. AD today is your day to prove your the best running back in the league(srry Chris Johnson) let alone in the playoffs. If you go off today most likely the vikings win its half a chance if you dont.

Wiz Khalifa Freestyle

Reflections of the Misunderstood(Jed) by my friend Cora

You want to become a rapper but not some new guy.
You want to start a movement with your words and you feel trapped like you can't fully free yourself mind wise. Lets say your talking to one of your friends, you don't talk how you think. You talk on there level. So with your peoms and raps you write your mind out. People don't get it. You let there face tell you if they understand then their words and when they don't understand you know either they really don't care or won't get it so doubt you'd show them another. You live and breathe writing because out there people just seem to fade into everyone else. You don't want to fade yet you don't want to believe your higher then them but how is it your fault if you feel that way. You believe in god but at times you feel like you could just overstep him with ease. That your mind could build and destroy so many but you don't want to overstep that line. Imagine an angel with wings but it looks like yourself.Trapped in without any place to spread its wings. Just like the angel you want freedom but your freedom would be on a stage with a mic or through writting so yur words could reach millions and millions more to come.

Meet me Halfway

INCREDIBLE song. Heard it for the second time over the winter break when I was overseas.
They have a history of coming up with catchy songs.

Kobe MVP puppet

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears."

Wow. It sucks to do this to somebody especially a girl. I usually avoid these issues cause I mostly bottle my emotions, but I didn't yesterday in my class. Now I ain't saying I was wrong for confronting her while participating in the argument but I will take the blame this time. See I just don't like the feeling like the whole world is against me, but I apologize again to you because it was my resolution to be nicer to people around me.

Sorry young lady.

My name is Drizzy Pt 2

Ok. I really in all honesty saw Drake as a good rapper.

When ppl said he would talk like he was the shit I would rub him off as just good.

One day my friends got into a discussion about Drake I compared him to Lupe( NOT GOOD IDEA) so just to make sure I did my homework I listened to this mixtape( It changed my perception of Drake). He's good and really something to listen to like Wale.

The past two days

Well yesterday really seemed like it would be a day of no purpose because my team didn't have a place to record until by the grace of God we did. Thank You. The feeling was amazing once we really started to record everybody got down to business. I won't get too ahead of myself. I got to remain humble, because pride comes before the fall.

But thats what its been lately just sleeping in the studio working after hours. my Do whatever it takes to make my passion my paycheck.

Don't be suprised if you see me wit'em before you get'em

I saw these on this dude's page. Nice but I got to admit I never really have been on my Jordan game like I should be. These particular pair caught my eyes once I saw'em. The shoes simply define the essence of Jordan's will and dedication carefully woven together.

tHese OreO's aRe JuSt a treAt fOr tHe eVERydAY cRaZied aIr JOrdan Fan

Ima make something of myself/ Reality vs. Blogspot

Jed: Was up, how was your day?

Wale: My day was tiring how about yours?

Jed: Idk its still going on at the moment cuz Im still working to get my point across.

Wale: Get your point across for what?

Jed: That Ima make something of myself.




*Its awkward for me to tell someone i just met stuff becuase its really hard to trust them to take my feelings and ideas seriously which is one reason I choose to have a blogspot so people can know me better.

Working After Hours

Improving my blog while working on my ish its called Working After Hours with my group called INFAMOUS. I'm trying to make us Famous but you know Rome wasn't built in a day so we still grinding till the moment we start shinning and today is nothing different; we're working after hours.

Eminem continued

I put that post about Eminem because recently I've been surprised, matter fact, Iv'e been flabbergasted by the hate that he's been recieving from those that call themselves true hiphop fans. The tipping point was when I was in the car with my friends driving, we were listening to

Forever remix which featured Eminem, Drake, Kanye and Wayne, when it got to his part they changed it. The ironic thing about is that Eminem is one of the best selling artist of this decade. smh. Even the "Wayne" guy. Oh well what do I know. My only conclusion is "Women lie, Men lie, Numbers don't"

Eminem

Here's his verse on Bet Cypher 09' which also featured Black Thought and Mos Def. Of course I think his was the best but you its up to you to decide that:

Like a dope fiend,opening up a bottle of Dopamine,
he goes to get the rope to your throat he can choke anything.
Oh and just think, how dope he could be if he smoked anything,
oh there goes the bell, the sound of the opening ding.
I hit you as hard as barbiturates in the ribs with a switch,
and stitch you at the same time before you can flinch to it.
My dick is so big if I add another inch to it,
You would swear when I rape you that you were actually into it.
I'm not a baller but you can bet your fuckin bottom dollar,
that I remember when I was without a dollar bill in my wallet.
Now watch me kill a koala, while I maul a chihuahua,
bum a pill off of Paula like let me holla at you mama.
It's like I'm off the ba-ba when I bring the fuckin drama,
I used to bomb ya like Saddam but now that I'm a little calmer.
I'm a fuckin cross between Osama, Dahmer, Obama, and Dalai Lama
told Miley Im a knight in shining armor.
Mail a gift to Taylor Swift's trailer, a picture of my genitalia,
with a note sayin bitch I cant wait to nail ya.
Drug paraphernalia, beware the werewolf will kill ya,
that's him in his sheep's clothes he just shaved his hair off Cecilia.

Dear Michael Vick,

Even though almost everyone blew you off and saw to it that your legacy would forever be tainted by your dog killing operation, I for one salutes you for not giving into it and managing to survive through all the hate and criticism. It takes a man to just walk away but it takes a much biggger man to go through all that and still fight with his head up with his back against the wall.

This year I thought would be your year but others messed it up for you but maybe its all in god's plan anyways. Your becoming a role model so don't give up now because too many of us are depending on you.

-Sincerely,

"the unsung, UNDERrated, UNDERappreciated the one, them UNDERachievers had UNDERestimated"

Quote of the week

John Burroughs- "I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see."

Trip to AFRICA

Left the house around 10:59

It began with me trapped inside a car with my aunt and my younger siblings(my idea of cruel and unusual punishment), while my mom and older brother drove in the Lexus. As expected, the constant play that my siblings often composed would battle the endless nagging of my aunt(I swear she always full of hot air) in order to make sure I wouldn't have any sufficient rest before the trip. The most promient thing about my aunt, if you actually knew her, is that Anger and hatred are her bestfriends. My aunt always reminded us of this through her bitter manner of ridicule. When we arrived at the airport my mom fed us some more ridicule; in case we weren't full from the serving we recieved earlier in the car. Later it was sort of diamond in the haystack dilema; I found a popeyes restuarant in the mist of all the other restuarants the airport offered.

After I ate my last american dish for a while I went to my seat and slept till our flight time( It's much easier to sleep on a full stomach). Happiness never lasts long when I'm with my family. When it was time to get on the plane I also got into a conflict over the armrest with my little brother. After we got settled(of course I always win) I relaxed and put my free headphones on. Interesting enough, I was jamming to some spanish music station; I didn't really understand anything but it was still a refreshing atmosphere. As we started to lift off into the air I thought about all the people and things I was leaving behind me in Texas.

I woke up and found out the flight attendants had already served appetizers(HoNiggaShit!!!), so I just decided to watch the movie called 500 days of Summer. It turnt out to be a good movie I guess cause it reminded me of my past experiences(One as recent as 2 months ago). As they began to serve us meals I began to rediscover my dislike for airplane food again. WHY IS IT SO NASTY? Well I aint eat and others did but I don't know why. I slept until turbulence found our plane and gave us an extended holiday greeting (no one can send a card these days). Now awake, I noticed a couple right in front of me poppin' pills, I mean medicine( supicious right).

Bored out my mind I thought it would be useful if I went to sleep again. zzzzzzzz...

Woke up a little late for the movie this time. The movie was The Time Traveler's Wife part 2 which featured the lovely actress, Rachel McAdams. I been a fan of hers since The Notebook and Mean Girls( No homo just being real). I actually ate breakfast this morning on the plane only because they served hashbrowns and eggs( quite american to me). When we arrived it was really cold had to put on my hoody.BURRR!!! Anyways I got another chance to watch the movie. NIce concept behind the movie. It reminded me of my life again not as much as 500 DAYS OF SUMMER though, and later I tried a german hotdog.

( Thunder doesn't strike in the same place twice) It was NASTY!!!

I was still surprised by how many non african americans were on the plane. I guess they must be doing something important cause if they were choosing a place to have fun this wouldn't be my choice.

Once I got off the plane I was entrenched with this funk I've grown accustomed to here in Nigeria. Electricity is the biggest thief over here and it leaves as fast as it comes. Airports and Hotels always have electricity)( 90 % of the time) in an attempt to lure in money from foreign travellers unknown to the conditions of this country. Without the airport and hotels lagos is as much a barren wasteland as all other surrounding parts of Nigeria. Once you arrive it seems you can't escape without a passport as military officials patrol the country like police cops armed with AKs (Safe right?). Well I met my cousins at the airport and they escorted us to a hotel where we ate "Suya"( Nigerian version of Shiscabob)

.....mmmm...scrumptious.

After that went to sleep and the rest is history.

Sorry after this time I decided to suspend writing about this journey and focus on me.

forgive me any interested readers I grabbed along up to this point.

No ceilings...

Mayne, I know No ceilings wasn't really poppin like the other mixtapes but I can't help but say this nigga had a few lines that was above the others, such as: "...Take the brains off the whip now it don't make no sense" and "...I kill anybodys song, versatile as fuck, I can switch it up like dennis rodman dome"

I mean the mixtape wasn't bad but there was more songs on there I didn't like than I did or should have; however, I still acknowledge the tape as better than whats mostly put out online nowadays not including enemy of the state by lupe.

Here I am, Blogspot

So I was coming back on the plane today and came up with the most unusual of ideas, other than something to put in a poem or a freestyle, I decided I wanted to make a blogspot and here I am.